best friend ^^

time had gone so fast.... 2009 is coming to the end, another new year is going to start! however, this is bad for me.... i have to go NS... have to leave home for three months..... suddenly feel that i miss many people and things! everyone asked me to be strong! Aih..... if they're me, i don't think they will think the same way as now!

Anyway, i will listen to you all because i really have no other choices now... who ask those pig so love me!

yesterday yee wen said wanna to organise a small farewell party for me! come on girl, i just go there for three months, but she so miss me already~ hehehehe~ touch lerrr~ tQTQ ya!!! love u! muackzzzz!!!!!

remember must have a big farewell party for me on May oooo....

它，终于来了！

我收到了

我收到了那一封永远都不想收到的信

它真的离我越来越近了

真的逃不掉吗

我真得很不想很不想去

那边又脏又晒

而且“好朋友”来时又超麻烦

就是因为它

我的计划全泡汤了

讨厌啦

选择

为什么

为什么我每次都要在抉择的边缘徘徊

难道就不能够有两全其美的方法吗

现在无论我做出什么决定

都会令到其中一方失望吧

其实心里已经很清楚自己的决定了

但是却说不出口

怕你介意

怕你失望

怕你伤心

但是两边的人我都很在乎

还有刚才她那通电话

很明显

他在不高兴

觉得我没义气

抑或是我不重视你们

告诉你们

我两边都重视

两边都在乎

但是

我只能二择其一

不要怪我

我也不想这样

我没其他办法了